waves wash over my mind..
I’ve lost recollection of what was then and can only recall what is now
props if you’ve got a clear phone or uploaded camera photo of the super moon tonight. as I was struggling to take a photo through my dad’s binoculars, my dad chucked and said “you’ll just have to look at it and remember what it looks like in your mind” and we sat there in the backyard and talked about how clearly visible the scars and craters were and I thought to myself, I’ll remember this night forever… my dad and i looking up at the moon in silence right before my mom and brother joined in on the peace, family moments
My curiosity got the best of my tonight… I deeply regret and wish I could unseen what was seen.
While looking up facts about Cicadas I stumbled across a YouTube clip of botfly removal and proceeded to watch 4 videos in a row of people pinching out Bot Flys from their backs and legs. Needless to say, I was highly grossed out yet there was something there drawing me in so heavily that I felt passionate to become a dermatologist for a good 10 seconds before remembering that no, that is a horrible idea for me.